Watching

So this summer I have lost 25 pounds. I somehow found my ways to a weight watchers meeting and after sitting there listening I found myself thinking I am not a fat person. I am a skinny person stuck in a fat girls body. I have no idea how this happened. I havent been this size since before I got married. It seems strange. I am so much faster running.I stil havent figured out why except I can. I can eat so I do eat. I eat when I am happy/ when I am sad/ when I am mad. I definetly think it is emotional with me. I tend to equate food with money and control. I think its because it was growing up. I think of my Mom hiding food from us or us not having food when Dad wasnt working. I just know I need to have a healthy relationship with food for my kids. We have adopted healthier eating habits at this house. Twenty five pounds it feels good. I really would like to loose another 25 by Christmas. I used to be embarrased by weight watchers and then I think really more embarresed than walking around overweigth everyday? Really?